Still waiting...

So, after a long time when I pretended to be someone I`m not, I`ve finally decided to show my real face. 

Bitches pay attention and remember all my damned words I`ll say now.

On a 22nd May, I realized that if you really hate a person and fu*king care about another, the hate will go down once when the love grows. Honestly, I have known it before, but I did not believe that it could happen. However, I`m not that kind of person who "jumps" from a feeling to another.  I`ll never can be like this.

Anyway, in many situations, if they don`t care, why do I...?

It sucks` >:p

...

And now, in the end, this is me. I feel, I love, I hate, I remember, I dream, I wait, I never surrender, I hope, I believe, I can always give a damn,but I can always come back, and finally, I can always be myself.

"I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter.."